We landed and I started crying before we got off the plane.
Not sobbing. Just the kind of quiet tears that come when something you have been carrying toward for a long time finally arrives. The flight attendant asked if I was okay. I said yes. My daughter held my hand.
Puerto Rico is not just a destination for me. It is identity. It is the part of me that never left even when I did. The Spanish in the air, the music that is already playing somewhere before you even get to the car — it all landed on me before we got to baggage claim and I had to take a breath and just receive it.
My daughter had her face against the car window the whole drive from the airport. She did not talk. She looked. She was absorbing. I watched her absorb and I thought: this is why you make the trip. This is why you plan and negotiate with your knees and pack the right shoes and drag a foot massager across two thousand miles. This moment, right here, of your child receiving something you cannot hand them with words.
We stayed in Old San Juan. The streets are narrow and cobblestone and bright blue and nothing at all like Denver. She walked two steps ahead of me most of the time because she wanted to see everything first. She turned corners and came running back to get me so I wouldn't miss something. She was fourteen years old acting like she had discovered the whole world, and maybe in a way she had.
We walked until my feet quietly requested a meeting. We ate. We prayed in a church that has been standing since before the United States was a country. My daughter sat in that church and was completely still for a few minutes. That stillness in a child who is often moving — that is a gift.
The island received us. I felt that.
If you are dreaming about Puerto Rico — for the first time, for a homecoming, for any reason — book it. Start with finding somewhere to stay in Old San Juan if you can. Walk everywhere you can walk. Eat what the island puts in front of you. Let it do its thing.
Buckle up, buttercup. Some places hold pieces of who you are. Go find yours.
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